And then it just hit me...

In the most stupidiest way it hit me.

For a long time I've been so sad, looking for the fail in our relationship.

What was it? How could that happen when I was so in love with you?

Friday night, zapping channels overheard a matching show a therapist saying: "...you are both agree in the same but can't notice. Girl, you want things and he want stop give them to you; but you don't say a thing and he don't want to volunteer on a fear of being rejected."

I do, I did. 

I know i do that thing, and now I'm soo sorry for us. Well deserved.

Still I miss you and love you so much.